useless weekends and late life changes

this week end i was so tired of accomplishing nothing
so i cooked some food (previous post)
and i forced myself to take pictures
but now im kinda glad i did

i hate the feeling of wasting away my days
there are so many things i could be doing
so many talents to develop
so many new things to try
so many things to fail and retry
i will not wast away my days any longer
i will not let myself wither

i must return to my patented plan
"my tri-spherical embarking of epic proportion"
to put it simply "though the name tries to avoid such things"
BODY MIND SPIRIT
every day i want to do something
that improves one of these things
i want to learn
i want to improve
i want to excel
TO STOP WASTING AWAY MY LIFE

lastly Ive finally developed my new years resolution
well besides the cliche losing weight(i must get under 200 lbs)
but i have decided that i want to learn

there are so many people that are now gone from my life
people that had tremendous things to teach me
whether death has stolen them from me
or time has simply taken our lives far away from where they once were
those that i have lost have taken with them the knowledge ive never attained
and knowledge i will always regret passing by

i just want to ask questions
get perspective
understand views
listen to life experience
and learn....... just listen and learn

any who here are my sunset regrets